Marienywell i was more comfortable around her and i gotta say i was really happy with the progress i made ,i think it was awesome. i didnt get to the point where im comfortable singing but i know that will take more time,so til then ill keep on trying. i do have one thing i need prayer for if you dont mind,this same cousin, ive told her i love her many times in my life and never have i ever gotten an i love you too or anything like it. i see that shes constantly telling her friends "love you" and stuff like that and it hurts me,she has no idea how much even though i have tried to let her know how that makes me feel. the other day when i said i love you to her she just laughed and i asked her why she laughs when i say that but she said she doesnt. in the end she said "you can be mad and hate me now,i dont care,same as everyone else" i couldnt believe she said that cuz i have always shown that i care for/about her so i told her "im not mad at you and i dont hate you,i just wanted to know,and you know im not like everybody else" she said nothing back. why does it feel like she doesnt love me:(answered 5 Years AgoWrite a prayer for this personShareOriginal Prayer Request (posted 5 Years Ago):Im feeling this desire and hope inside that i may finally be able to fully be myself around my own cousin but im scared the devil is tryin to pray on my fear that ill get excited and be like yeah i can do this and then when it actually comes to the point where im around her ,freeze up. I WANNA OVERCOME THIS SO MUCH!!! this has been going on too long. I pray for COURAGE and CONFIDENCE. this fear has controlled me too much and it sucks.
RosemarieDear god, please give this child of yours and sister of mine courage. If you dont wish to give her courage at least lend her the oportunities ot be couragous. Let her cousin see her for the unique human being she truely is. We all know youre strong enough to conquer any phobia. Please rid her of such fear. Let this be a step in building confidence to soon be herself around others. In your name I pray, amen5 Years Ago
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AnonymousFather thank You that You have not given us a spirit of fear but of power and of love and of a sound mind. Thank You that You have blessed us with every spiritual gift from heaven through Christ. Thank You that we all have different gifts to supply the buliding up of the church. I pray that we grow in the knowledge of Your love and grace in Spirit and in truth so that there is no schizm amongst us. Thank You for Marieny and Your constant faithfulness to her and her growth. You are the giver of all good things. Thank You for putting our enemies under Your feet. Thank You for grace through faith! Amen5 Years Ago